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[Aug. 18th, 2008|01:41 am] |
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ha...me, posting an entry right now...It's weird, cuz I really don't know what to say right now. I used to feel so damn good when I was with Smash and writing anything, either in LJ or in my regular diary, but when I have ever felt anything for anyone important (AKA my baby, ashley) It has never made me feel any better. Why? Maybe b/c I want to be with her FOREVER, and the kind of forever you feel with your best friend forever, BFF...lol...but no, really. I think I am finally at the point where I can settle down with the love of my life. i am so glad that I love girls, cuz, I could never be in love with a guy, EVER. I am so glad that I am a lesbian. It's so weird, but this whole time I have been alive, I absolutely can't stand guys. They not only disgust me, they make me so mad. Not only can they not only figure out how a girl feels, they don't know what it is to go through with having a baby, they don't understand anything females think....it just makes me so fucking mad. And that could also be the reason I hate men. I am not attracted to them at absolutely freaking all....it almost makes my stomach quiver. Or, do you like that? lol... |
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| they're kissing!! |
[Feb. 13th, 2005|11:33 am] |
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Look at the icon I found!! I don't know whether to be impressed or scared!! lol... |
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| stimulation... |
[Feb. 2nd, 2005|08:33 pm] |
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| | tired. | ] |
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| | rap | ] |
Sometimes I wish I was more interesting and more affectoinate. I really like my job and everyone I work with...I just feel like I'm living the same day over and over again when I come home from work. I think I'm beginning to shell up again. It's hard to keep your gate open for so long. I don't know what to do about it...
... I wish people would call me when they say they would...I feel like I'm bugging everyone when I call them all the time and they don't call back. And I'm probably not talking about *you* if you're reading this! Maybe a little, but it's everyone else that's making me frusterated. I can't wait to get out of this town for a while. I hope my whole life isn't like this...I need more excitment in my life, more sharp edges, more diversity, more conversations, more passion, more gazing. I need more stimulation. I want my blood to flow all throughout my body, and my veins to pulse with excitment; my eyes to be refreshed and my skin to feel vibrant. I want to feel new. |
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| snoring sucks!! |
[Jan. 27th, 2005|10:58 pm] |
Why do people have to SNORE!!! RAR!!! It is the 2nd most annoying thing EVER!! I don't know what the first is, but I know there's one out there...maybe. |
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[Jan. 22nd, 2005|11:14 pm] |
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| | lonely for your touch... | ] |
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| | AFI | ] |
I have been normally ok for the past month and more...
...but then I see your face in photographs
...water builds up in the crevace of my eye
...my heart races
...tears trinkle down my cheek
...as I sit here and think of you
I miss you.
...but I love you more!! |
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| I love Bert!!! |
[Sep. 29th, 2004|03:34 am] |
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| |  drained | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | "Listening" - The Used | ] |
THE NEW THE USED CD ROCKS.
SIMPLY PUT!!! |
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| That's right... |
[Aug. 29th, 2004|02:55 am] |
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| | fucking cold!!! | ] |
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| | "lucky you"- deftones | ] |
"Give me my Romeo;and,when he shall die,take him and cut him out in little stars,and he will make the face of heaven so fine,that all the world will be in love w/night, and pay no worship to the garish sun"
r&j act 3 scene 2... |
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| a quote... |
[Aug. 28th, 2004|03:11 am] |
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| | pretty much | ] |
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| | "what it is to burn"- finch | ] |
"we do not remember days, we remember moments" -- Pavese, Cesare |
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| Copied from Anners post (who copied it from Tiffers) |
[Aug. 22nd, 2004|10:37 pm] |
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I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. |
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| yep... |
[Aug. 19th, 2004|03:48 am] |
...lie to me give me something worth living for
tell me a reason worth fighting for
give me anything, anything to keep me breathing... |
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[Aug. 16th, 2004|11:52 pm] |
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I just don't what goes through other people's heads...I kinda wish I did...I think. Or maybe it would be better that I didn't. |
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| Canadia!!! |
[Aug. 16th, 2004|11:43 pm] |
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| | fucking freezing?!!! | ] |
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| | "sexual"- DJ Skribble | ] |
you know, I could be in the worst mood, and no matter what...listening to techno makes me that much happier!! I LOVE TECHNO!!! I think I'm going to start listening to it more. I want to go to a rave; I've never been. Or maybe just Canada again!!! Who wants to come with? Wired is a fun ass place to go in Windsor. We should definately plan a trip!!! |
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| Warped Tour 2004 Fucking Rocks!!! |
[Aug. 16th, 2004|12:24 pm] |
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| | great | ] |
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| | Ozzy | ] |
Warped Tour this year FUCKING ROCKED!@!! I had the ABSOLUTE BEST TIME OF MY LIFE, or one of them at least...This wouldn't be possible if Thresa wasnt' there too, we had soooooo much fun. We got to meet some bands~~>We talked to Tim, the lead singer of Sugarcult, he's hilarious...I asked him if pink was his fav color, his response was it was becoming. I replied with I'd becoming too if I was on you...He just smiled and then I said, just kidding...then he looked me in the eye and said, that's wy I love my fans!!! I also got a close pic of him. Let's see, I also met The players from Bowling for Soup...They are hilarious, especially the lead singer. I got a picture and a pic from them, as well as autographs. I met the cute one from Avenge Sevenfold and took a pix with them too. As well as Anti-Flag...and I also got some snap shots from Story of the year...
YellowCard are dickheads, and Good Charlotte isn't as cool as I thought they were...They didn't talk to any fans at all and everyone was pissed about it. Oh yeah, and the theme this year was "Stop, make sure everyone that falls pick them up." Well, if you're in the pit you're bound to get hurt...Good Charlotte stopped so many times for such lame stuff...Oh well...
Theresa and I got hurt during the set of Sugarcult, a dude landed on her neck and My feet got trampeled...my toe nail is half hanging on now!!! yum!!! So, we talked to the perimedics a lot....they were cool and gave us free water!!! We were known as the "Foot Ladies." lol...Taking Back Sunday was a blast as well!! "Cute Without The "E"" was fucking awesome!!
Well, I'm going to get my pics developed today and maybe I'll find a scanner that WORKS, and post some on here for ya'll to gaze at!!
As for now, I'm going to get clean!! |
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| happy icon... |
[Aug. 12th, 2004|02:56 am] |
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this icon makes me extremely HAPPY!! I LOVE IT>>> I LOVE BERT!!! |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 12th, 2004|02:49 am] |
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| | jigga | ] |
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| | I forgot Taking Back Sunday is playing at Warped!! | ] |
do I really ever change?
...I move, I gain a few new friends here and there...
...I party the same
...I act the same
...I talk the same
what's different?
the other people in my life...
when people start to act differently, I switch to others for a while...
...Is this ok?
It better be, if not, I'd rather die. kill me now.
(This is the dumbest post I've done, Sue me!!) |
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| My baby daddy is a hottie!! |
[Aug. 10th, 2004|10:53 pm] |
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| | yum... | ] |
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| | drewling... | ] |
I HAVE THE HOTTEST ICON POSSIBLE!!! DREWL...Ok, I gotta go, really...I need some time alone now!! lol:) |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 10th, 2004|10:43 pm] |
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| | yuck!! | ] |
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| | Pearl Jam | ] |
I don't want anything to do with yesterday...
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...and I don't think it's good when your dishes smell worse than your own feces!! I gagged so many times doing them, that I almost puked!! ~~~>Moral of the story~~>Make sure to do dishes at least once a month!! lol... |
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| My crazy dream!! |
[Aug. 8th, 2004|12:50 pm] |
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| |  awake | ] |
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| | Pearl Jam | ] |
I had this dream last night that I was at someone's 50th Class Reunion. My Grandma was there and my Aunt Janet and a bunch of other older people. Although, there were a bunch of younger people that I knew from high school as well. I met someone with a yearbook and I wanted to look at it to see my Grandma when she was younger. But, when I looked at the cover it said 1999!! Now, I was flipping out...That was 2 yrs after I graduated!! Anywho, this reunion was held in NYC, but it was really more like Detroit and I knew how to get around there. I think I was with Barb, but then it changed to Janis, and then to puppy. One time in the dream I was at my high school and Janis's mural was covered over...but I told her how I saw a real picture of that mural of my friend Jay the other day. The whole thing was actually a government set-up...in our rooms, there were cables with micro cameras on them and voice pick-ups as well. We were being spyed on...So, we said everything that the govt would want to hear. Later on, I had a bunch of ones and was trying to buy something, but realized that they were counterfit. I was mad, b/c I lost $50, and puppy gave them to me, so I went to her and told her she needed to give me another $50...The funny thing is when I woke up, I was going to call her to tell her that...but then I realized it was just a dream!! There were a few more things that I can't remember in my dream, ~~>Oh yeah!! I remember my grandma saying that she liked this younger boy who was there and she wanted to marry him. He was only in his 20's too!! Then she said that she wanted to get a hooker before she dies, so she could get some...Weird, I know...but that was my dream!! |
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